Sunday, February 28, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for my baby who is Three Months Today!

Gratitude Journal Entry #51

Today he's three months old already! He's getting more aware and will now sit and be happy, that is different from just a month ago, it's amazing how fast they change. I can hold him on my lap and he doesn't cry anymore. He was always so gassy and miserable that he would cry ALL the time. I love my new happier baby!!

Saturday, February 27, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for my Buddy Brov.

Gratitude Journal Entry #50




When I was born my brother was Eleven years old and that's what I use to call him when I was little, my Buddy Brov. He loved it except when I would say it around his friends, then he was too cool for it. I have many great and fond memories of my childhood with my brother. It was great because he was older and so I knowing he was older and tougher he would protect me from the boogie man so I would sneak and crawl into bed with him almost every night. When he got older and he worked until 2 am or something crazy like that he would come home and I would already be in his bed asleep and he would wake me up and talk with me and then he would work out and he would flex his muscles and do the hulk hulgan for me. My teachers at school though wondered why I was so tired every day and called my mom but I wouldn't tell her why I was so tired everyday because I loved our times together so much that I didn't want her to make me sleep in my own bed and never get to talk and spend time with my brother. Yes, those were great memories! I did put an older picture of him with his HAIR just to torture him, because that's what sisters are for! I love you and Happy Birthday, you OLD MAN!!

Friday, February 26, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for this months ENSIGN!

Gratitude Journal Entry #49

When the Ensign Arrived two days ago I picked it up and still have not been able to put it down!! I have really enjoyed some of the articles in this months ensign, they have really helped me!
-I enjoyed the article on "What Mothers Can learn from the Savior." Lately Sloane and I have been talking and our older two children when we read the Book of Mormon each night they have been participating and asking GREAT questions and answering, but then we noticed that our two little girls in the middle aren't really participating and we were so caught up in our older two that we almost forgot about them. So lately we have been simplyfying our scripture reading and before we go on we are making sure our two little girls are getting it. The other night the two girls were constantly in my face wanting our attention and it was getting really annoying so I handed them the friend that just came and told them to read, then I had a strong impression to go read one article with them, so I did and then I explained what it meant and then my youngest says, "wow, that was fun, can we do that again?" I never realized how much they need that attention and this article on mothers really helped me more fully see that.
-I also loved the article by Russell M. Nelson on "Neither trust in the arm of flesh." It made me want to have more faith in my heavenly father and helped me realize that he's in charge and had the ability to heal all.
-I also liked "Acceptable Service." Knowing even if we can only give one arm to give blessings, it is acceptable for our Heavenly Father, what ever we can give even with our imperfections he will accept!
-I really liked "Learning Through Life's Trials," This gave me peace of mind that we are loved and that we have to go through trials to help mold us.
-I LOVED this article "Trials and Testimony," I learned that John the revelator saw our day and he said that the ones who make it will be the one's who draw upon there own testimony to help them get through what ever trials they face.
-I also LOVED this article on "Enduring Well," This woman's experience really gave me a new perspective on Enduring to the end, and that I too thought like she did when she first started having trials but then she learned a new perspective. I learned a new way of enduring.
-Last but not least because I am NOT done reading the Ensign yet, but this one I loved because I have thought of quitting so many times writing a gratitude journal on here because it's hard to think of something every single day but since I have been doing it, I have gotten better at it and I realized through this article "The value of Experiencing and Expressing GRATITUDE." I have learned through this article that by doing that expressing and experiencing that it helps our minds become more positive and then we have a more positive energy and we can feel the spirit more often in our lives, and how true I have found that to be! I think President Monson says it all "If INgratitude be numbered among the serious sins, then Gratitude takes it's place among the Noblest of Virtues. Despite the challenges which come into our lives and with gratitude in our hearts, may we fill our days as much as we can with those things that matter most."

Thursday, February 25, 2010

I am GRATEFUL going visiting teaching...

Gratitude Journal Entry #48

I feel like I learned so much from Visiting Teaching today!! I hope that the ladies we taught felt an uplift too. I learned about budgeting, gardening all in one visit with my two sisters we taught and I learned that I absolutely LOVE my partner, she's shy and keeps to herself but she has so many great qualities and wonderful things to offer and add to our companionship. I am grateful for my sisters who we visit teach, they are amazing women that are wonderful mothers and wives and I truly look up to them! Thank you ladies for who you are and all that you do I really enjoyed my visit with all of you!

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for a husband who is such a Great daddy!

Gratitude Journal Entry #47

He couldn't wait to show me that he got DK to laugh and it was too cute! I just love the fact that he even loves and plays with our SEVENTH child and doesn't just think he's too busy and he's done this before, he loves each one and pays attention to each one and I am so grateful that he does this, it makes me love him even more!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for my kids enjoying each other and getting along!

Gratitude Journal Entry #46

Last night they were outside playing until dark, and having a great time! They were getting along so well I had a hard time stopping them and making them come inside, it was so nice. It is sometimes rare that they all get along so it was really nice.

Monday, February 22, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for the sunshine permeating through my windows:)

Gratitude Journal Entry #45

It's been blue sky's and really sunny today and today of all days it makes me happy and I really need the sun today! It's just been one of those days and the day isn't even half way over. It makes me excited for spring, the flowers the trees budding and blooming, oh I can't wait! I love the big blue sky here.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for this precious little face!

Gratitude Journal Entry #44

I missed his smile last week! He had the flu all last week and half of the week before and he didn't smile ONCE and I really, really missed it. We call him our ray of sunshine, you could be coming just from the bathroom or the bedroom and he will run up to you with a big smile on his face and give you a big hug and be so excited to see you (as if he hasn't seen you in days). We all love it and we all missed his shining smile!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

I AM SO VERY GRATEFUL THAT EB IS FINALLY FULLY POTTY TRAINED!!

Gratitude Journal Entry #43


After a long EIGHT months of trying to get him to go poopoo on the potty he did and then he didn't, he would and then he wouldn't...it was a long eight months! But he's finally been consistant for two weeks going every day on the potty...Hooray!! He had the peeing thing down even at night believe it or not....His motivation.....This little flashlight, he gets to play with it for an hour each time he goes on the potty and not in his underwear!! What also helped motivate him was when I put those thick underwear on him and he poopooed in them I made him treat it as if it was cloth diapers and would make him rinse them out by himself (with my supervision of course) in the toilet, at first he didn't mind doing this but after time and time again, he started not liking it and so he decided that it was much easier to go in the potty and we are so happy about that, he even wants to learn how to wipe himself!!

Friday, February 19, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for cool gadgets!!

Gratitude Journal Entry #42

I have a cute new visiting teacher who is new to our ward and she came over with Cheryl yesterday and she's got four little children and they are all just adorable with two twin girls who are just dolls! Anyways, she showed us this cool new gadget for feeding your baby, it's a baby spoon! You put the baby food in it twist it closed and squeeze the food out onto the spoon, I love it!! Someone should have thought of this before, way cool! You can use this for traveling ect. You can get it at Target, it's called a Boone Spoon.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for a sanity saver!

Gratitude Journal Entry #41

I finally broke down and bought me a new wrap, I have a carrier and I used it for a while but he would just cry in it. He likes to be wrapped up tight with mom and so I tried it and he likes it. I am also grateful that JR is finally eating again, he had the stomach flu for almost two weeks so now he's starting to feel a little better, he's my slowest to get better, poor guy.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for a fun filled weekend!!

Gratitude Journal #40



















Our good friendsThe Guthries came to visit! They decided to bear the elements with some of the kids being sick, we decided that between us both we have too many children to worry about being healthy so even though some were sick we got together anyways and we had a great time...It was Jenny and Sloane's Birthday weekend, Jenny's was on Friday and Sloane's was on Saturday. We stayed up late on Friday playing Ticket to Ride. On Saturday morning Jenny and I hit the Kidz again clothing store and practically bought everything in the store!! Jenny got These cute pink boots for Apple Dumplin' and she loved them, she looked so cute trying to walk in them! Then the Three older kids got to go see Lightening Thief and they loved that, the Three younger girls stayed home and watched Hannah Montana on Sloane's computer with Carmel Popcorn. Then to Celebrate the birthday's the grownups went on our traditional date night(we miss our traditional date nights) we went to Tucanos and they sung happy birthday to Sloane and Jenny and made them stand on their chairs and Sloane loved the bongos(he use to play them all the time on his mission) and he even threatened to take his shirt off!! Then we went to see the Lightening Thief and did our traditional stop at Walmart. Poor Michael got sick , Hope you feel better soon! Sassy got to hang out with old friends and had a great time. It was a fun filled weekend and we hope to do it again soon!! Love you guys!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for our Heart Attack!

Gratitude Journal Entry #39

Last night the Young Women and Men made Hearts and went to everyone in the bishopbric and gave them heart attacks for their activity, to say thanks for all they do. I thought it was too cute! Thanks guys we love it and Sloane loved it.

I am GRATEFUL for our new fridge

Gratitude Journal Entry #38
Old one

New one!

Our old fridge went out about two weeks ago, leaving all my milk to go bad:( and it was too expensive to put more freeon in it. With a large family it's almost a must to have two fridges, so I looked on Craigs list and to my disappointment there was none that were being sold, so I decided to not complain and just try and fit everything in my house fridge, It was like putting a puzzle together and it was jam packed! But I didn't complain, and then yesterday we found and picked up our new fridge (well it's not new) but new to us and I am so very happy I don't have to stress about how I am going to fit everything in there now when I go grocery shopping, my non complaining paid off!

I am GRATEFUL for my beautiful art on the wall

Gratitude Journal Entry #37


I useto file the kids pictures and put them away and that use to make them kinda sad that I would put them away. But now I have been putting their pictures on my walls in my bedroom and they love it and I love it, I don't need any fancy picture or anything, I have the kid's hard work on my wall! I even hang up their student of the month or week certificates up so they know it's important. I love the school they go to because they make a big deal out of student of the month, the principal and the secretary take them out to lunch and they give them the certificate at the assembly. They get excited when they make something or earn something because they know I will hang it up.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

I am GRATEFUL that EB Loves his brother so much!

Gratitude Journal Entry #36

He is always offering to feed baby, help with baby he even wants to carry baby (which scares me to death). He is always kissing him, even if he's busy playing he will stop for a quick sec. and kiss his baby. I am so happy that he loves him so much! JR is starting to recognize him more, for a while he treated him as if he was a visitor.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for the Temple

Gratitude Journal Entry # 35

I know it's been a few days but it's been a long weekend with the kids getting over their colds and coughs Even my Poor little baby had a cough (I hate hearing that from my babies). Anyhow, I got to go to the temple for the first time since the baby has been born thanks to Grandma Karen on Saturday. It was a wonderful experience, things that I hadn't noticed before where jumping out at me, rich blessings that before we even came to this earth Heavenly Father blessed us with and protected us from, it was enlightening!! Then Saturday night I had a frightening dream, it was about the second coming and it was in the form of an explosion and I was in a large circular building and in the middle of the building was storage rooms for our food storage and I remember I kept going to the storage room counting my cans of Formula for the baby then I would go out and talk and have a good time with friends and family, I remember talking and laughing when someone told us that there was an explosion coming and so we all ducked and then nothing and then we went about talking again and then someone out of the blue came and told us that there was an explosion coming and it's bigger than we all thought so we all filed out the door and as we were looking around and I was holding my baby and then the explosion hit and it was HUGE and the baby was blown out of my hands and I was frantically looking for my baby and other family members when Neal came up and (I am crying even now, I can't even tell you what it was really like) We will just say he was badly injured and I was freaking out at this point and then Sloane came up and was trying to calm me down and because I was so out of it scared and all, I fainted and then woke up. I was so upset and crying when I woke up I went over to Sloane's side of the bed and just hugged him crying, then the baby woke up hungry and I went into the bathroom to get him a bottle when I was overcome with Satan's spirit because I was so scared. I laid back down and as I was feeding the baby the bottle I said a prayer that I would feel Heavenly Father's love and protection, and as soon as I did the fear left and then I received translation to the dream. I remember that I kept counting my formula cans in the dream well I was told that I worry enough about being physically ready but not enough spiritually because it's going to be worse than we all think it will be. Than I was inspired that I needed to bear my testimony Sunday morning (not about the dream) and then I was told what to say in my testimony. It must have touched people what I said because I had a lot of people coming up to me on Sunday.
That type of experience has happened twice now in my life and it is always a testimony builder that my Heavenly Father knows who I am and What I need in my life, I am not good at dealing with surprises and even just a little hint of a heads up on what's to come, I take heed.

Friday, February 5, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for my two crazy boys!!

Gratitude Journal Entry #34

I love being with these two crazy kids every single day, day in and day out I am with them and they lighten my life with joy and laughter and lots of hugs and kisses, I LOVE it!!!! There sweet little tender ways...JR loves to wrap his little arms around my neck any chance he gets, I think I get more hugs from them then any lucky woman could. EB boy loves to help mommy any chance he gets and loves working side by side with me, he loves to help me in the kitchen and in the laundry room switching the clothes out and getting me things, diapers ect. It's so fun and I feel so blessed!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for my Young Woman!

Gratitude Journal Entry #34

She is turning out to be a wonderful young woman, she loves the young womens program and is very excited and works hard already on her personal progress. They had New Beginnings last week and the theme was UNO and they decorated with large UNO cards(that kept falling down, poor them) and the talks were excellent themed around UNO and then they gave them all UNO cards at the end with a saying on it: Things UNO (you know)
UNO you are a daughter of your Heavenly Father, who loves you.
UNO you love him.
UNO you will stand as a witness of God at all times and in all things and in all places.
UNO you strive to live the Young Women values.
UNO these things will prepare you to Strengthen Home and Family, Make and keep sacred covenants, Receive the ordinances of the temple, and Enjoy the blessings of Exaltation.
These are the things UNO.
I love The Young Womens program! Candi learned how to make this beautiful cake at Young Womens last night.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for my mom!

Gratitude Journal Entry #33

This my mom's favorite picture of us together, so for her pleasure(and my torture) I am displaying it for her, Happy Birthday MOM!! This is probably her favorite picture because it has good memories to go with it. We were at a Nordstroms Mother and Daughter day, we got our makeup done and hair done (although I wouldn't let them touch the dew it was to precious to touch, ha ha) and then they took our pictures, plus through that fun experience she found the Hair Dresser of her dreams!:) She has been going to that hair dresser ever since then!! I was fifteen in this picture which makes her.....don't worry mom I won't tell that would give away how old you REALLY are. I have always loved doing fun things like this with my mom, shopping, going out to lunch together ect. I have great and fond memories of our times together, I love you mom and my kids love their Mema! Have a great day!

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

I am GRATEFUL for my Boy Piano Player!

Gratitude Journal Entry #32

A few years ago I had a really strong feeling to start My son Dash in piano lessons, I fought it with my husband because he didn't think he would play because he's a boy and he liked sports and all. Well I won the fight and I started him and he didn't like practicing ect. and I thought maybe he shouldn't play and I almost gave up but then I had the feeling again to just keep working with him, and now this year he's much much better and he even corrects his little sister who started at the same time as him, I told him he can better serve his Heavenly Father in his kingdom if he learns to play and then he can play on his mission if they need someone to play because music is another form of worship.

I am GRATEFUL for Cuddly Children and Husband

Gratitude Journal Entry #31

When my husband and I were first married I loved to cuddle him and he didn't really like it much, I grew up in a family that loved cuddling, I still love cuddling my mom! But over time I have worn my husband in and he loves to cuddle the kids and me! My twelve year old will still come and cuddle me, even my eleven year old boy!